A Day Wasted

Okay, I went back to my "Latih Tubi" class, 3 Amanah today. I don't really like it, but at least, I don't have to go through another raging wave. Well, I found myself a more suitable seat for myself, and not many people can see what am I doing. Well, I can go out from the class without being noticed, or I can eat if I wish too. (Thanks Fiona, for your delicious mee, and I can't smell any vinegar inside).

Well, you sat at just right in front of the teacher, and I thought you were crazy since you actually can change your place. Hahaha, anyway it's none of my business. I found myself actually can forget the incident, if no one would ever mention it again. But duh, someone mentioned it again today, and [grrr...] I didn't want to make anymore statements but my mouth is always faster than my brain. Hey, I did not talk bad about you, so stop your scolding. (I know you will)

Peace? Never easy to achieve that. But I will try, and try, and try. Yeah, it will be always easy to achieve peace, for me. But that kind of peace, is not the true peace, it's just avoiding and dodging. Hey, just take a look at our country. Messy and totally in a chaos. And those politicians called this country a peaceful country? Time will only cover the matter, but not erase the matter.

Examination, is it really that important? Well, for wealthy people, of course you will say no. But for me, (I don't know what to say). If I had the rights to choose, I want to end my life earlier, but not in the way of suiciding. Okay, I don't think I can make it to 20 years old (Still got five years only). If I really have to suicide, I will just jump down from my class, with the head facing down. Wow, that makes a sure-die suicide. Hey, even though it is crazy, but it's better to have a sure-die suicide than a suicide that fails but instead, leaves you handicapped for the whole-life.

Grrrr.... I don't know what am I writing in this post. A sleepy person really does not do well in anything huh?