I went to Frasers Hill yesterday morning with my family. I did say I don't want to go but my father kept insisting me to go. So, I had no choice but to go to the boring place. The journey to our resort took about 2 hours and I felt dizzy. Argh, I really missed my blog and my PS2 but I can't do anything. Sorry for no updates on my blog. (Haha, just a few people viewed my blog actually)
We had steamboat (!!) for our lunch on that day. The ingredients like fishballs and sausages tasted great, but I would say that the fish is awful. (For those who don't know, I hate seafood except processed fillets) As mentioned, the place is boring since there were no places of interest, so we just stayed in the hotel after the petrol-wasting tour around Frasers Hill.
Anyway, I guess the resort had its own strategy to attract guests. At least there was a dinner for my family and the food was quite good. And I had some slices of honeydew and watermelon. (I can eat fruits, even if I hate them) Well, I was moderately full for the night. Wasted some money SMS-ing Digi-using friends because the reception there was bad. But Maxis rocks, since there was no problem when I SMS-ed my friends.
The next day (Today) we went for breakfast in the resort's restaurant again. But this time, it was a buffet. There were quite some nice selections and I enjoyed the food. So after we ate breakfast and packed our things, it was time to go back home. (Finally, my blog!) Reached home around 1 o'clock and did some unpacking and bathed just now.
I don't want to get back here again.
November 30, 2008
November 28, 2008
生命万花筒
一个人
从呱呱坠地
到奄奄一息
就在一瞬间
生命，是如此短暂
一个人
从风光满面
到落魄潦倒
就在一瞬间
生命，是如此难测
一个人
从生气勃勃
到死气沉沉
就在一瞬间
生命，是如此脆弱
天有不测风云
人有旦夕祸福
我们
也许时时刻刻想着
下一秒会发生什么事
我们
也许时时刻刻想着
下一秒自己会不会死
但是
患得患失地夹饭吃
是我们想要的日子吗？
疑神疑鬼地穿衣服
是我们想要的生活吗？
生命
就像万花筒
有的是现成的
有的是自制的
现成的
格局已定
有的人认为安乐无忧
有的人认为绳捆索绑
色彩
未如自制的自由
却又固定的美丽
自制的
任由自己
有的人认为海阔天空
有的人认为危机四伏
色彩
未如现成的缤纷
却有独特的斑斓
既然
灾难无法预测
人祸无法抵挡
死亡无法避免
我们又何必
日思夜梦
挖苦自己呢？
让你的生命万花筒
漂亮起来吧!
November 27, 2008
Magic of Love
I love your smile…
I’m giving you this song…
I’m sure it'll be your style…
It’s like you can see what’s in my heart
What I like, and the response I long for
You give me everything, I’m so happy
What are you, darling, if not my destiny?
Since you said you love my smile
I’ve smiled more and more each day
Everyone asks “Hey, what diet’s that?”
Isn’t it obvious!?
It’s the power of my darling, of course!
No matter what I do, you’re always in my head
That simple thing is a sign that you’re truly with me
And you’ll stay by my side, right??
It’s like you can see what’s in my heart
What I like, and the response I long for
You give me everything, I’m so happy
What are you, darling, if not my destiny?
You give me presents all of a sudden on ordinary days
Saying stuff like “I hope it suits you”
So you were thinking of me when you chose it!?
That feeling, and everything you do, makes me so happy
You’re so dear, so sweet
I want to get to know what you’re thinking so quickly too
If I do, I feel like
I can get to know your deepest thoughts and feelings
It’s like you can see what’s in my heart
What I like, and the response I long for
You give me everything, I’m so happy
What are you, darling, if not my destiny?
The moment I changed from your friend to your girlfriend
A precious thing formed inside me
I want to stay wrapped in your tenderness like this
I want to stay like this forever, by your side
It’s like you can see what’s in my heart
What I like, and the response I long for
You give me everything, I’m so happy
What are you, darling, if not my destiny?
The moment I changed from your friend to your girlfriend
A precious thing formed inside me
I want to stay wrapped in your tenderness like this
I want to stay like this forever, by your side
Darling, you’re my destiny
__________________________________________________________
Translation of Koda Kumi's song 'Koi no Mahou', which literally means 'Magic of Love'. Nice huh? Personally I think Koda Kumi rocks, and she can sing all types of songs despite her hoarse voice. This is a challenge for most singers, yet she can gain victory over this.
Cut off the crap, since this is not what I want to talk about. So, the main theme for this article is about love life. Sounds cool, huh? But I don't think I have truly engaged in a relationship before. Can anyone tell me how does it feel when I am in love? I admit I am quite unpolished when it comes to love.
My love life is almost empty. My ex-girlfriend was not truly a girl-friend, but I guess we have been together for about one year. It was not a love, if said accurately. It was just...... I don't know how to describe this. On the other hand, TV dramas conjured my impression on love, which can be concluded as....... It depends on everyone! (I know this is lame but everyone has different love life)
How do you tell when you like someone? How about when you love someone? Are there big difference between these two conditions? Please tell me if you know. Okay don't get the wrong message. (I better tell this out first before anyone misunderstood and try to bait me) I am not liking anyone and I don't think anyone likes me. (Convincing myself that being single is good HAHAHA)
What type of girl do I like? Err.... haven't deeply thought of this before. Physically, I think 165 cm is enough and shoulder-reaching hair is just nice. Looks are important but it's not as important as her inner side. She must be smart (We can do unbreakable crimes then), tender and...... I don't know what else.
Hey it just a stupid crap after all...... So tell me what's the magic of love, will you?
I’m giving you this song…
I’m sure it'll be your style…
It’s like you can see what’s in my heart
What I like, and the response I long for
You give me everything, I’m so happy
What are you, darling, if not my destiny?
Since you said you love my smile
I’ve smiled more and more each day
Everyone asks “Hey, what diet’s that?”
Isn’t it obvious!?
It’s the power of my darling, of course!
No matter what I do, you’re always in my head
That simple thing is a sign that you’re truly with me
And you’ll stay by my side, right??
It’s like you can see what’s in my heart
What I like, and the response I long for
You give me everything, I’m so happy
What are you, darling, if not my destiny?
You give me presents all of a sudden on ordinary days
Saying stuff like “I hope it suits you”
So you were thinking of me when you chose it!?
That feeling, and everything you do, makes me so happy
You’re so dear, so sweet
I want to get to know what you’re thinking so quickly too
If I do, I feel like
I can get to know your deepest thoughts and feelings
It’s like you can see what’s in my heart
What I like, and the response I long for
You give me everything, I’m so happy
What are you, darling, if not my destiny?
The moment I changed from your friend to your girlfriend
A precious thing formed inside me
I want to stay wrapped in your tenderness like this
I want to stay like this forever, by your side
It’s like you can see what’s in my heart
What I like, and the response I long for
You give me everything, I’m so happy
What are you, darling, if not my destiny?
The moment I changed from your friend to your girlfriend
A precious thing formed inside me
I want to stay wrapped in your tenderness like this
I want to stay like this forever, by your side
Darling, you’re my destiny
__________________________________________________________
Translation of Koda Kumi's song 'Koi no Mahou', which literally means 'Magic of Love'. Nice huh? Personally I think Koda Kumi rocks, and she can sing all types of songs despite her hoarse voice. This is a challenge for most singers, yet she can gain victory over this.
Cut off the crap, since this is not what I want to talk about. So, the main theme for this article is about love life. Sounds cool, huh? But I don't think I have truly engaged in a relationship before. Can anyone tell me how does it feel when I am in love? I admit I am quite unpolished when it comes to love.
My love life is almost empty. My ex-girlfriend was not truly a girl-friend, but I guess we have been together for about one year. It was not a love, if said accurately. It was just...... I don't know how to describe this. On the other hand, TV dramas conjured my impression on love, which can be concluded as....... It depends on everyone! (I know this is lame but everyone has different love life)
How do you tell when you like someone? How about when you love someone? Are there big difference between these two conditions? Please tell me if you know. Okay don't get the wrong message. (I better tell this out first before anyone misunderstood and try to bait me) I am not liking anyone and I don't think anyone likes me. (Convincing myself that being single is good HAHAHA)
What type of girl do I like? Err.... haven't deeply thought of this before. Physically, I think 165 cm is enough and shoulder-reaching hair is just nice. Looks are important but it's not as important as her inner side. She must be smart (We can do unbreakable crimes then), tender and...... I don't know what else.
Hey it just a stupid crap after all...... So tell me what's the magic of love, will you?
November 26, 2008
日出、日落
日出，晨曦的一角；
日落，月光的一隅。
日出，白天的到来；
日落，夜晚的降临。
日出，一天的开始；
日落，一天的结束。
日出，希望的来临；
日落，希望的离去。
曾经问自己
喜欢日出还是日落
爱上日出的壮丽
爱上日落的美丽
日出，万象更新
日落，万籁俱寂
人们一天的作息
取决于日出日落
人类一世的希望
取决于日出日落
生物一切的动静
取决于日出日落
平凡的日出
让大地充满生机
平凡的日落
让大地充满滋润
我觉得
日落比较精彩
因为这代表一天又过去了
或许
我是一个比较懒惰的人吧
不过
如果我是懒惰的话
世界上没有勤劳的人了！！
Nothing
Tomorrow is the gathering day of 6R students but I don't think that I am going. I have been to such gatherings before and I think that they are absolutely boring. It's better to play my PS2 at home and sleep whenever you want. But I owed Ri Huai RM 30 for THREE years and I have to return the money to her.
I don't really feel like going because of my hair. It's too long, so it's very difficult for me to style my hair as usual. Uggh, I want to go for a haircut but my father won't allow me to do so. He will ask me to go to the barber shop. (I rather kill myself if he forces me to go there) So it's better to stay at home and relax.
Oh yeah, not many people know about my blog currently. I am not sure whether to disclose my blog or not. It seems odd to do so. But of course, I don't think they will read my blog because my blog is long and draggy, plus the articles are more to pessimistic. Okay, give me some time and I will try to find some good articles to write. By the way, I am going to Fraser's Hill after three days so I think I will have quite some to write when I come back.
Currently, I am watching Forensic Heroes 2 but it just loads as slow as a tortoise. I hate this stupid Streamyx package. But Maxis Broadband and WiMax are both too expensive, so I think I have to remain using Streamyx. At the same time, my brother finishes SPM today so I don't think I can blog until he goes for National Service.
I don't really feel like going because of my hair. It's too long, so it's very difficult for me to style my hair as usual. Uggh, I want to go for a haircut but my father won't allow me to do so. He will ask me to go to the barber shop. (I rather kill myself if he forces me to go there) So it's better to stay at home and relax.
Oh yeah, not many people know about my blog currently. I am not sure whether to disclose my blog or not. It seems odd to do so. But of course, I don't think they will read my blog because my blog is long and draggy, plus the articles are more to pessimistic. Okay, give me some time and I will try to find some good articles to write. By the way, I am going to Fraser's Hill after three days so I think I will have quite some to write when I come back.
Currently, I am watching Forensic Heroes 2 but it just loads as slow as a tortoise. I hate this stupid Streamyx package. But Maxis Broadband and WiMax are both too expensive, so I think I have to remain using Streamyx. At the same time, my brother finishes SPM today so I don't think I can blog until he goes for National Service.
November 25, 2008
Tag!
Okay, I am creating a tag for myself and I will tag others after this.
Rules and Regulations
- Answer all of the questions.
- Don't give ridiculous answers.
- Remove ONE question from both sections and replace it with another one.
- Then, tag FIVE friends to be the next victims.
- NO tagging back.
Section A
1) What are you doing now, beside completing this tag?
- I am listening to musics.
2) Do you prefer schooling days or holidays?
- Holidays!! At least I don't have to wake up early in the morning.
3) What was the last movie you watch?
- Money Not Enough 2. And it's not interesting.
4) List one of your most prominent odd habits.
- I love plain water more than other drinks.
5) Which colour(s) do you like the most?
- I don't know, but I guess I like blue and black.
6) What do you do when you are getting to sleep?
- Climb up to my bed, cover myself with a blanket and close my eyes.
7) What's your current dream?
- To be a millionaire.
8) Chilli sauce or tomato sauce (ketchup)?
- Both but I like chilli sauce more.
9) What do you think about your grades?
- At least my parents won't confiscate my things.
10) Rich but single or poor but married?
- Rich but single, of course!!
11) How do you want yourself to die? (NO dying peacely)
- Jump down from a building.
12) Favourite brand of chocolate?
- Ferrero Rocher. But it's very EXPENSIVE.
Section B
* List five people you think of. (Must of both genders)
A Ngai Foong
B Jian Beng
C Ka Hou
D Jing Yee
E Sook Shian
1) How did you and A know each other?
- We were in the same class since Standard Two.
2) Do B and C act crazily?
- B doesn't but C does.
3) Does D has a boyfriend or girlfriend?
- I am not sure about this.
4) What does E like to eat?
- Nuggets?
5) Who makes the best partner in completing projects?
- All of them I think. A, B, C and D provide great information coverage (LOL!) while E gives good support.
Who do you want to tag?
- Jing Yee
- Sook Shian
- Lai Chin
- Baoyu
- Jian Beng (But I don't think he will do this)
Rules and Regulations
- Answer all of the questions.
- Don't give ridiculous answers.
- Remove ONE question from both sections and replace it with another one.
- Then, tag FIVE friends to be the next victims.
- NO tagging back.
Section A
1) What are you doing now, beside completing this tag?
- I am listening to musics.
2) Do you prefer schooling days or holidays?
- Holidays!! At least I don't have to wake up early in the morning.
3) What was the last movie you watch?
- Money Not Enough 2. And it's not interesting.
4) List one of your most prominent odd habits.
- I love plain water more than other drinks.
5) Which colour(s) do you like the most?
- I don't know, but I guess I like blue and black.
6) What do you do when you are getting to sleep?
- Climb up to my bed, cover myself with a blanket and close my eyes.
7) What's your current dream?
- To be a millionaire.
8) Chilli sauce or tomato sauce (ketchup)?
- Both but I like chilli sauce more.
9) What do you think about your grades?
- At least my parents won't confiscate my things.
10) Rich but single or poor but married?
- Rich but single, of course!!
11) How do you want yourself to die? (NO dying peacely)
- Jump down from a building.
12) Favourite brand of chocolate?
- Ferrero Rocher. But it's very EXPENSIVE.
Section B
* List five people you think of. (Must of both genders)
A Ngai Foong
B Jian Beng
C Ka Hou
D Jing Yee
E Sook Shian
1) How did you and A know each other?
- We were in the same class since Standard Two.
2) Do B and C act crazily?
- B doesn't but C does.
3) Does D has a boyfriend or girlfriend?
- I am not sure about this.
4) What does E like to eat?
- Nuggets?
5) Who makes the best partner in completing projects?
- All of them I think. A, B, C and D provide great information coverage (LOL!) while E gives good support.
Who do you want to tag?
- Jing Yee
- Sook Shian
- Lai Chin
- Baoyu
- Jian Beng (But I don't think he will do this)
Prayer
Suddenly, I feel like want to pray. It's really impossible for me to live without God. I was wrong to try to live independently. It seems that I really have to seriously accept Jesus as my savior, not just simply accept.
Dear Jesus,
It had been quite a long time since last I prayed seriously. My previous prayers are like not serious and just thinking of using God as a credit card. I knew that it was a sin to do so, but I just can't stop trying to live on my own without God. I was wrong, as I really can't stand it when problems keep coming.
Thank you for everything that you gave me, including my intelligence, even if I did not use it to full potential. At the same time, I did not appreciate it and try to hide it. I used to love reading books like encyclopedia, storybooks, novels. But a few months ago I nearly lost my aspiration to study due to the criticisms I receive.
It was truly a surprise to know that my grades improve a lot when I studied hard for the first trial. I felt that my efforts came to fruition and I was very happy at that time. Thank you Jesus, for giving me such a boost in my examination. However, I did something wrong during the second trial. It was one of the biggest mistake I ever did in my life. I cheated to get higher marks. I knew I was sinning but I really wanted to get high grades. Now I regret for doing such a foolish mistake. And I even denied it when Jing Yee posted my acts on her blog. I went mad and scolded her with bad words. Thank you Jesus, for making me realise my mistake, at least, our friendship did not vanish like bubbles.
I would like to repent every sins I had done in my life. Every single of them. My previous salvation was merely a joke, when I think of it. But this time, I want to be serious. I want to start a new life. I want to change myself. Thank you for sending friends to convince me to study hard again. They were like angels for me. I was being too realistic and materialistic these days until I made my public relationship went down straight. Jesus, please guide me to become a better person, please let me escape from the shadows of complaining and lamenting.
In Jesus' name,
Amen.
Dear Jesus,
It had been quite a long time since last I prayed seriously. My previous prayers are like not serious and just thinking of using God as a credit card. I knew that it was a sin to do so, but I just can't stop trying to live on my own without God. I was wrong, as I really can't stand it when problems keep coming.
Thank you for everything that you gave me, including my intelligence, even if I did not use it to full potential. At the same time, I did not appreciate it and try to hide it. I used to love reading books like encyclopedia, storybooks, novels. But a few months ago I nearly lost my aspiration to study due to the criticisms I receive.
It was truly a surprise to know that my grades improve a lot when I studied hard for the first trial. I felt that my efforts came to fruition and I was very happy at that time. Thank you Jesus, for giving me such a boost in my examination. However, I did something wrong during the second trial. It was one of the biggest mistake I ever did in my life. I cheated to get higher marks. I knew I was sinning but I really wanted to get high grades. Now I regret for doing such a foolish mistake. And I even denied it when Jing Yee posted my acts on her blog. I went mad and scolded her with bad words. Thank you Jesus, for making me realise my mistake, at least, our friendship did not vanish like bubbles.
I would like to repent every sins I had done in my life. Every single of them. My previous salvation was merely a joke, when I think of it. But this time, I want to be serious. I want to start a new life. I want to change myself. Thank you for sending friends to convince me to study hard again. They were like angels for me. I was being too realistic and materialistic these days until I made my public relationship went down straight. Jesus, please guide me to become a better person, please let me escape from the shadows of complaining and lamenting.
In Jesus' name,
Amen.
November 24, 2008
VINSON-IST
A new title, a new life, a new journey. I really hoped that there will be no problems or conflicts until the end of my life. I know this will be definitely impossible, so I will prepare myself for anything unhappy incidents.
Okay, I must say sorry to Baoyu because my blog's title, but this is what I thought. It signifies that I will be ready to set off towards my goal. (Even though I have none currently) Well, if I must set a goal for myself, then it will be earning as much money as I can. I know this is crazy but I really want to be rich. I don't know whether my dream will come true or not but I will strive my best.
So, I will try my best in my studies. Please forgive me if that statement made you angry towards me. But some of my friends said that this is my life and I have the rights to decide what I want. You guys have your own entertainment like going to cyber cafés, shopping madly, playing online games and such. But I don't have. So studying might be the best way to kill time, for me.
VINSON-IST, a perfectionist who always wants the best in completing projects and organising things. You can tell this by looking at the way how he writes articles - there are no abbreviations and there are minimal grammar errors. (I am not praising myself but this is what you call perfectionist)
Seriously, I don't look forward to year 2009 but time never stops. So there's no use complaining. But if I am given a choice, I would like to sleep for a long, long time until I am ready to go. Okay, I hope that next year will be a great year.
Okay, I must say sorry to Baoyu because my blog's title, but this is what I thought. It signifies that I will be ready to set off towards my goal. (Even though I have none currently) Well, if I must set a goal for myself, then it will be earning as much money as I can. I know this is crazy but I really want to be rich. I don't know whether my dream will come true or not but I will strive my best.
So, I will try my best in my studies. Please forgive me if that statement made you angry towards me. But some of my friends said that this is my life and I have the rights to decide what I want. You guys have your own entertainment like going to cyber cafés, shopping madly, playing online games and such. But I don't have. So studying might be the best way to kill time, for me.
VINSON-IST, a perfectionist who always wants the best in completing projects and organising things. You can tell this by looking at the way how he writes articles - there are no abbreviations and there are minimal grammar errors. (I am not praising myself but this is what you call perfectionist)
Seriously, I don't look forward to year 2009 but time never stops. So there's no use complaining. But if I am given a choice, I would like to sleep for a long, long time until I am ready to go. Okay, I hope that next year will be a great year.
Crap
Many unhappy things happened in my life this year. It was not easy to go through them, and I experienced the word "lost" for many times. I lost myself many times this year. I didn't know what was I doing. I was just like a robot which carries out programmed activities. My life was dull - full of shades of gray. All I did was study, study and study.
The problem is, what am I studying for? A few months ago, I was being criticised for studying like a psycho. I really hated myself. I felt sad for myself, since no one knew what was I thinking. All they did was dumping cold water on me. Of course, there are some friends who truly supported me during my helpless period. However, if compared to those who treated me badly, there are far less helpful friends. Well, I sincerely thank those who gave me advices, without you all, I might not make it until today.
Is it true that getting good results ensure better future? No, it is totally fake. I used to believe in this statement but I found that wrong. There are too many graduates who are jobless nowadays. So why should I study? It doesn't gurantee me to be wealthy, and maybe it doesn't bring me a job too. But I must have to do something now. And none than others, it is studying. Why? Because I am a student. So, I should talk less and continue achieving top results.
I don't really have a single goal now. But I think I will choose to live quietly as a normal person, earning myself a live. For me, the definition of live is not to do something marvellous or wonderful. I prefer to define live as breathing, eating, sleeping and those living things will do. And I don't think I will live more than 30 years old. It's better to die faster since you won't need to work too much.
The problem is, what am I studying for? A few months ago, I was being criticised for studying like a psycho. I really hated myself. I felt sad for myself, since no one knew what was I thinking. All they did was dumping cold water on me. Of course, there are some friends who truly supported me during my helpless period. However, if compared to those who treated me badly, there are far less helpful friends. Well, I sincerely thank those who gave me advices, without you all, I might not make it until today.
Is it true that getting good results ensure better future? No, it is totally fake. I used to believe in this statement but I found that wrong. There are too many graduates who are jobless nowadays. So why should I study? It doesn't gurantee me to be wealthy, and maybe it doesn't bring me a job too. But I must have to do something now. And none than others, it is studying. Why? Because I am a student. So, I should talk less and continue achieving top results.
I don't really have a single goal now. But I think I will choose to live quietly as a normal person, earning myself a live. For me, the definition of live is not to do something marvellous or wonderful. I prefer to define live as breathing, eating, sleeping and those living things will do. And I don't think I will live more than 30 years old. It's better to die faster since you won't need to work too much.
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