I am grey

I am a greedy, realistic and materialistic person. And I don't think you need me to explain that. It's not easy to change. Everyone has their own perspective of life. I am the kind of people who will have to work hard to survive and thrive.

I will regard my colour of life as grey. My life is not really colourful, and I can say most of my memories are dull. Do you think strong memory is a good thing? Not really. I can still remember a lot of horrible things. Unforgettable.

— Common connotations of grey —
boredom, reality, seriousness, neutrality, dullness, mediocrity, undefinedness, and contentment

Tired life, whatever it's, life still goes on. What a sad fact.