Helpless

Might be my last few days in SMKAB. If there's a point of return, maybe I shouldn't make so many troubles. Aikz, just because of ten-minute anger I ruined my whole life. Okay, if I am really done, lets pray for me that I die the next day.

Helpless, helpless. Worried, worried. No one can help me now, but still I want to thank Jing Yee for saying 'WE will stand up for you'. Although that seems impossible (Since not everyone concerns about me), but still it's a comfort to hear that. Jesus, Jesus where are you? Never really listenned to you before.