I don't want to answer why I can't go to PBSM camp.
Because the answer, no matter how true and sincere I said it, no one believes.

I suppose that no one will ever read my blog, so I guess no harm writing more about myself here.

Human beings really are weird.

First, they want something. The next moment either they regret for possessing it, or they don't appreciate me. Sounds a lot like me.

Living in this materialistic world leaves you almost no choice but to fight for survival. Even for survival you have to fight, let alone luxury. For so many years I do not have someone who really understands me. Not even how I feel.

It's hard to avoid myself from envying others, especially how RICH they are.
.............. I am really tired about saying how poor my family is.

I really do hope that I can turn the tables in the future.
I am tired of being poor.
Maybe nothing I say will matter.
But see, you people have at least BOUGHT single storey, big cars and etc.

Lets go Vinson.
Let go your emotions.

After so long

Hoho so much fun visiting friends' houses
Got lots of food and drinks
And also angpaos

Haha it seems that I have good luck today
RM5 x 6 = RM30.... Shh... Later have to be in police station

Well, although no one knows what am I thinking
But still, being with good friends
Is something you cannot value
Because it's priceless

有感而发

‘好朋友’的定义是什么？
一定要有说不尽的话题吗？
似乎已不在我的掌控里
其实我有好朋友吗？
我想我无法回答
因为是别人当我是好朋友与否
所以应该参考别人的答案

生日
只是加一岁
没有其他东西
或许
是我抹杀了它的意义
只是
生活上的不如意
令我觉得人生无须那么漫长

My Poem

《睡眠》

砰！砰！
不止的枪声
笼罩了战地
轰——轰——
不息的弹声
掩盖了战场

国家沉入
睡眠
他们
一天又一天
成为牺牲品
直到永远灭绝

战争
在他们面前
把他们的
最爱
摧毁

在这个
无限的黑夜里
我看见
纵横的泪痕
我听见
痛苦的呻吟
我闻到
腐臭的尸体
我尝到
绝望的味道

何时
晨曦会再微露？
何时
希望会将重燃？

汹！汹！
莫大的海浪
肆虐于大海
飕——飕——
莫强的旋风
跋扈于大地

大地陷入
睡眠
他们
一个接一个
成为牺牲品
直到永不苏醒

灾异
在他们眼前
把他们的
最爱
夺走

在这个
永久的黑天里
我看见
奔涌的泪水
我听见
悲伤的哀悼
我闻到
腐烂的尸首
我感到
无比的悲恸

何时
曙光会再出现？
何时
人类才会醒悟？
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有任何意见或批评，请留言。

对不起

不知道你是否影射着我和你。
如果是我的错，我道歉。

Determination

Will year 2010 be peaceful year?
I doubt it.
Sometimes things do not go as we wish.
We have to be contented.
For everything.

Well put away all the mood swings.
Work hard with full of ardour.
I am willing to do what it takes to score full A+.
There is no time to waste.

With my poor understanding in Accounting I have to put in more effort.
But I will do my best.

Sometimes being a good person is not that easy.
I am not talented to be one.